Monday, January 16, 2006
hmm. what?
okay. so work. my pay? is finished. haha. left
2 dollars and 41 cents. hahahah. okay2. err.
its hard for me to describe. mixed emitions. just continue to flow gaseously-like. it its an angry one, it rises. erhh. its hard. really. so. scenes of the highway. part of the highway blues. he knows i hate highways. so dull and grey. with the climate so gloomy. grey clouds covering the sky, but havent started to cry. i just sit by there. no one passes by. i was just alone. alone. of those i can see are plains, mountains and faraway birds.
are heavens associated with clouds? why am i seeing clouds? a bit of white and grey. around me. everything's mute. clouds everywhere. they start to darken. everything's mute. silence. there are no sounds. among the clouds i can see light which blinked its way anywhere.
i dont seem to have anymore interest. why do i know when im leaving? why can i see? is this the truth? they dont want you. they just get the best out of you, then thats it. so why not we do it to them? we take the best out of then and ditch them. easy? jails. gloomy entrance. guards resting. no one's looking. why cant they run? cell 2. u sit alone. u dream. of the outside. plains and cold winds are what u want to feel after so long. before you leave too. there dont seem to be any available. tears are what u want to drip. sad is what u want to feel. regret. regret. regret.
finally. the friends u thought are among the closest. they dont see you. they dont hear you. they already dont know you. see? u try very hard but they just continue among themselves. phythons will be our pets. cats are poisonous animals which we kill at sight. nothing seems the same anymore. you are forgotten. soon they will feel the same.
- â¥
12:02 PM
link to post
0 comments
